MÍN ÞÝÐING Á "SHAPE OF MY HEART" EFTIR STING

HJARTA MÍNS VAL

 

Hann leggur spilin í eigin þágu.

Hans mótherjum grunar ei neitt.

Hann spilar ekki fyrir peningaverðlaun,

sú virðing fær því engu breytt.

 

Hann úthlutar þeim í von um svörun,

heilög tölfræði um glans.

Hin huldu lög um líklegan sigur

og þær líkur leiða dans. 

 

Ég veit að SPAÐINN er hermannsins sveðja.

Ég skil það að LAUF eru styrjaldar vopn.

Ég veit að TÍGULL er auranna tal

en það er ei HJARTA míns val.

 

Hann kann að spila út TÍGULGOSA

og gæti lagt út SPAÐAFRÚ.

Hulið á hendi KONUNGINN sjálfan,

sá sigur dofnar er mín trú.

 

Ef ég segði að ég þig elska

þá þú héldir eitthvað að hjá mér.

Ég er ei maður með fleiri en eitt andlit,

mín gríma er ein og sér.

 

Og svo þeir sem blaðra um ekkert -

- sínum málstað læra af.

Þau sem lukku sinni í hástöfum bölva

eru hrædd við allt.

 

Ég veit það að SPAÐINN er hermannsins sveðja.

Ég skil það að LAUF eru styrjaldar vopn.

Ég veit að TÍGULL er auranna tal

en það er ei HJARTA míns val.

February 13.

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Jæja þá konur mínar og herrar, alveg reglulega óreglulega skulu hlutirnir hjá mér eilíft taka sérlega óvænta og undarlega snúninga svona við og við. Ávalt þegar það er þokkalega stutt í að ég sé byrjuð að trúa því að jafnvel mögulega sé ég að nálgast sjálft auga stormsins í hinni heilögu hringiðju hversdagsleika gráa svæðisins þar sem lamandi lognið ræður ríkjum og lífið stendum kyrrt með vacum-pökkuðu ívafi. atnið gárast ekki, hljóðin skera ekki, kuldinn kælir ekki, og tannhjólin í færibandinu ganga smurt og hljóðlaust sinn reglulega örugga hring eftir hring Ég er alltaf að fá tómt sms-skeyti frá Alsír, hvað er málið með það? Ég þekki engan þar og get ekki alveg ímyndað mér það að einhver þar þekki mig svo þetta er ekkert smá duló - fyrstu tvö skeytin komu á mánudeginum 7.mars og svo hef ég verið að fá eitt og eitt svona jafnt og þétt síðan, var að fá eitt núna til dæmis. Skeytin eru alltaf tóm - þ.e.a.s. það stendur aldrei neitt í þeim - númerið er [phone] og ég er svo ægilega forvitin að það er varla orðið bærilegt.

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NÝTT LAG

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ÓRÓTT

Allt sem var - áður er,
tilfinningar inni í mér.
Þannig málnotkun og rugl,
svíf í lausu eins og fugl.
Kemur dagur - brennur skinn,
hvar er útilokarinn.
Hvurslags svartsýni og þröng
er togað út úr mér með töng.

Ég vil ekki lifa,
ég vil ekki deyja.
Ég vil heldur vona
að þú munir segja -
sitthvað segja,
samt ég ráðlegg þér að þegja.

Allt sem kom - allt sem hvarf
minnir mig á það sem þarf.
Stinga inn - taka út,
síðan hendirðu mér út.
Notar mig - notar allt,
innst inni er þér kalt.
Enginn hugur - engin sál,
ég skal kveikja í þér bál.

Ég vil ekki lifa,
ég vil ekki deyja.
Ég vil heldur vona
að þú munir segja -
Sitthvað segja,
samt ég ráðlegg þér að þegja.

ANGER

You have done it now,
I can´t take it anymore.
You rape my soul
and brake my mind.
There is no one of your kind.
This cruelty is hard to find.
I am broken - I am blind.

Why can´t you love me
for only who I am.
You took my smile
and made me cry.
I will alway´s wonder why,
dry my tears and wave goodbye
and let the anger pass me by.

You always brake my heart,
but it´s your fault that I´m alive.
You don´t care that Io´m a mess.
Hold your breath you said a lot,
and peace of mind you found in God.
Peace of mind you found in God.

How much pain will it have to me
before I fall down on my knees.
I call for you
my friend agony.
Cocaine and crystal meth.
I think it´s time I say goodbye
and let the anger pass me by.

4 THUMBS UP

Don´t you try to deny
you like me high.
That´s ok - so do I,
fewer knot´s for me
to untie.

4 thumbs up, I can see
that you´re sleeping
with the enemy.
4 thumbs up, now I know
that you´re sleeping
with the enemy.

ARE YOU CONFUSED

Yeah, you fuck me. Yeah, you fuck me, you fuck me - aigh.

Yeah, you fuck me
every time you see me
and every time I can´t breath
every time you fuck me.

Yeah, you mock me
everytime you fuck me.
And every time I can´t scream
every time you mock me - every time you mock me.

Yeah, you fuck me, you fuck me - aigh.
Yeah, you fuck me, you fuck me - aigh.

Are you confused - do you feel abused.
Are you confused - do you feel abused.
Are you confused - do you feel abused.
Are you confused - do you feel abused.

Now I fuck you
like you used to fuck me.
And every time you can´t breath,
every time you can´t see.

Are you confused - do you feel abused.
Are you confused - do you feel abused.
Are you confused - do you feel abused.
Are you confused - do you feel abused.

Yeah, you fuck me, you fuck me - aigh.
Yeah, you fuck me, you fuck me - aigh.

Yeah, you fuck me. Yeah, you fuck me, you fuck me - aigh.

BY THE WAY

It´s kind off strange
to be watching you
watching me.
It´s kind off strange
to be watching you
watching me.

It make´s my day
to see your face
on my case.
It make´s my day
to see your face
on my case.

By the way - by the way.
By the way - by the way.

I don´t know
if you know
that I know.
I don´t know
if you know
that I know.

I don´t know how
to be blind from behind.
Please be kind to rewind my mind.
I don´t know how
to be blind from behind.
Please be kind to rewind my mind.

By the way - by the way.
By the way - by the way.

TIGER ON A LEASH

I am a woman in denial.
I am a child without a bike.
I was lost but now I´m found.
I´m on the ground so take a hike.

I´m a rabbit in the jungle.
I´m a tiger on a leash.
I´m a rabbit in the jungle.
I´m a tiger on a leash.

MY MISSING PART

I´ll tell you a story that you won´t believe.
I know you´ll find it hard to recieve.
I´m gonna tell it straight uncut.
You might want to stand up and leave.

I said goodbye to my pride.
But a brand new feeling was born that night.
My heart was pumping blood to my brain.
Still I knew I was dead inside.

My head bashed to the concrete wall.
Still I didn´t feel anything at all,
cause the pain that I suffered was to deep to feel.
Like a missing part of a broken wheel.

I wake up again with an aching head.
Wake up again and wish you were dead.
Wake up again feeling small.
I wish I could just not wake up at all.

My head bashed to the concrete wall.
Still I didn´t feel anything at all,
cause the pain that I suffered was to deep to feel.
Like a missing part of a broken wheel.

MY SPEED

Disposable desire
setting me on fire.
Aiming for my head and
play the pacifier.

Disposeble emotion
triggers the confusion.
Make´s me feel alone.
Invisible abusion.

My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.
My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.

Disposable weapon,
who could know what happened.
I´m the only one
who knows which way I´m stepping.

Disposable desire
setting me on fire.
Aiming for my head and
play the pacifier.

My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.
My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.

AGAIN

I´m still confused.
My heart is bruised - not broken.
I feel sad and yet so fine
cause now my heart is mine - again.

There´s no turning to you -
can only see me from behind.
And you don´t have a clue
what you lost before you could find - again.

The stepping stone
end´s up all alone.
You aint strong enough
like a saucy cocoa puff - my friend.

You are silly
like Milli Vanilli,
and we combine
like candyfloss and chilly - not well.

So goodbye for now.
I´m over you somehow.
And don´t forget what you are,
you´re a shining silver star - till the end.

I´m still confused.
My heart is bruised - not broken.
I feel sad and yet so fine
cause now my heart is mine - again.

I´LL FOLLOW THROUGH

Step by step I´ll follow through
all the thing´s that swallow you.
I try my best to cut you loose,
my love for you is no excuse.

But I will alway´s be there for you.
I will always be there for you.

You broke my heart so many times.
Still you ignore the signs
how deeply I´m in love with you.
Emotion that is known by few.

But I will alway´s be there for you.
I will always be there for you.

It aces and burns that you´re not here.
Me missing you is so unfair.
I really wish that you could see
how deeply you´re in love with me.

But I will alway´s be there for you.
I will always be there for you.

THIS MOMENT

I hear you calling me angry -
you try not to hate me.
See the rain,
it looks like your pain
draining in vain.
I feel you grabbing me madly,
you tell me so sadly
to behave.
But I´m not your slave
in your cave.
I smell you tearing my clothes off.
You finish and get off like before
when I was your whore.
Now I settle for more.

Please don´t hurt me.
You´re braking an entry
and now you´re inside me,
you make me feel filthy
and sadly -
I´m no longer healthy,
there´s darkness inside me.
This moment is all that I am now -
someone who wake´s up
and tries not to through up.
I fight not to give up and die.

You hear me asking for something -
you give me the one thing
I don´t wan´t.
But you don´t care,
It´s like you´re not there.
You feel me pushing you off me,
I´m crying so softly.
It´s hard to breath,
underneath.
I cry beneath.
You smell me and now it seems hopeless
to fight off your darkness
in any way.
I start to pray for a getaway.

Please don´t hurt me.
You´re braking an entry
and now you´re inside me,
you make me feel filthy
and sadly -
I´m no longer healthy,
there´s darkness inside me.
This moment is all that I am now -
someone who wake´s up
and tries not to through up.
I fight not to give up and die.

GOLD

You have been my comfort,
you have been my dear.
You took care of me and
you were there.
But now your tenderness it
feel´s like pain.
I can´t have feeling´s for you -
I swear.

We are like the
sun and moon kissing -
hot and cold.
I´ve been told
that black and white
is never gold.
Black and white is never gold.

Just understand my little heart
is cut to peaces,
it´s apart.
I don´t believe
that you can change me.
Whatever you do
please make it smart.

We are like the
sun and moon kissing -
hot and cold.
I´ve been told
that black and white
is never gold.
Black and white is never gold.

SMELL THE COFFEE

How many times have I told you
that we are so meant to be.
Why do you tell me
that we´ll have to wait and see.
I wake up and smell the coffee.
I pick up your clothes,
fix all the pillow´s -
I´m making the bed.
I know you are gone,
I can sense it.
I look out the window,
the rain hit´s the glass.
- Wish it was me.

What God has joined together
let no man brake apart.
We should be thankful
and honor this
right from the start.

Why have you left me,
where have you gone.
You were the one to
state that I was the one.
I wake up and take a shower.
I look at your thing´s,
I smell your shirt
and put it away.
The day´s go by,
I cry - Oh why,
somehow I mens
thinking that you will come
- back to me.

What God has joined together
let no man brake apart.
We should be thankful
and honor this
right from the start.