PARALYSED

Now when the end is near
my hate and fear disappear.
I want you here that I swear.
I really care and that´s not fair.

Why do I feel like this,
how did you find the way
through my walls.
I try to shut me up,
close the door -
hide in every corner I find.
But you still come around,
look in my eye´s -
see through all the lies.
I am paralysed.

How did you get so close?
But it´s ok, I suppose.
I lean my head on your heart.
Your warmth is tearing me apart.

Why do I feel like this,
how did you find the way
through my walls.
I try to shut me up,
close the door -
hide in every corner I find.
But you still come around,
look in my eye´s -
see through all the lies.
I am paralysed.

IN A SILLY WAY

I can see it in your eyes that you like me -
more than was expected.
And to everyone´s surprise
I am more aware than you detected.
Now it´s crystal clear like a chandelier
my paranoia was injected.
But in a silly way I just have to say -
I´m happily infected.

I just feel so sad right now, so helpless in my heart somehow -
sure I feel defeated.
Don´t know who is what or what is true,
I don´t know what I mean to you.
And it drains my mind to pretend I´m blind,
proves my point how much I need it.
But in a silly way I just have to say -
I´m happily discreted.

Every second more I feel your love for me just can´t be real -
your fingerprint´s all over my sorrow.
You infuse me in the way
I´ll hold on today - tonight - tomorrow.
Within a breath I fall into your arms again,
starving, week and hollow.
But in a silly way I just have to say -
I happily will follow.

Now I gave it one last try, I opened up and spoke my mind -
hoping for a reaction.
You told me how it was and why,
told me that you shared my deep attraction.
That you were only scared that I might brake your heart
and leave you in a sorrow.
But in a silly way I just had to say -
I´ll still be here tomorrow.

NOT COOL

I used to spend my time thinking
what I could do to save you.
You´ve been so blind wasting your time
having nothing to do.

And now you cry all day long
alone in your lazyboy.
Well I give up I don´t have time
anymore to be your stupid toy.

You spend my money, you call me your honey,
but your balls are not big enough.
I´ll tell you a story about my glory -
when I was considered cool and tough.

I spent my time thinking
what I could do to save you.
You´ve been so blind wasting your time
having nothing else to do.

So now you cry all day long
alone in your lazyboy.
Well I give up - I don´t have time
to be your stupid toy.

I CARE FOR YOU

Where did my sadness go
and will it come back,
altough I don´t miss it.
I can´t help to wonder
if instead of my sadness
something else will grow. From this second it all
comes so clear - my fear
is every second longer I care for you.
Wright this moment it all
comes undone why I run
it´s wright that moment I care for you.

I feel kinda glad inside,
it scares me a bit.
It´s a feeling I don´t trust.
Cause it can turn on you and bite
and it will hurt the most
when you never thought it might. From this second it all
comes so clear - my fear
is every second longer I care for you.
Wright this moment it all
comes undone why I run
it´s wright that moment I care for you.

Where has my sorrow gone,
is it dead?
I no longer feel it.
I can´t help to wonder
if instead of my sorrow
something else will come. From this second it all
comes so clear - my fear
is every second longer I care for you.
Wright this moment it all
comes undone why I run
it´s wright that moment I care for you.

OPEN DOOR TO A CLOSED HEART

Your open door to a closed heart,
and it´s tearing me apart.
But what can I do, I´m under this spell.
I feel like I´m both in heaven and hell.

I thought I´d found my missing part
in what you gave me from your heart.
Now my missing part is dead,
an open wound you left instead.

Your welcome-sign to me
hangs on your garage door.
Plenty of shit for free
but baby I wan´t more
and if I let you go I loose it all,
cause baby you´re my last fall.

I am amazed - I´m confused
how you seem to be amused.
Your million colours shining through,
but to me shines only blue.

Your holding hand to a closed mind
like you love me from behind.
I turn me head around to see
that you´re not holding on to me.

Your welcome-sign to me
hangs on your garage door.
Plenty of shit for free
but baby I wan´t more
and if I let you go I loose it all,
cause baby you´re my last fall.

I´M ON FIRE

Hello my friend and thank you
for the last time that we met,
you can see I obviously like you.
Do you know that I appreciate
you treat me with respect,
I will never use my ray of light to blind you.

 

Do you know what you are -
your a shining silver star.
You´re the one who saw inside
my heart I so tried to hide.
You´re the man I belong to.

 

All the things I tried to tell you -
I can only say so much,
untill you open up and learn to love me.
I feel like I´m on fire
by your fingers single touch,
but I can´t reach you standing there above me.

 

Do you know what you are,
your a shining silver star.
You´re the one who saw inside
my heart I so tried to hide.
You´re the man I belong to.

 

The flames are burning deeper,
signally you resist.
I´m everything you´re not - that´s why you like me.
I knew that I was fallen
the first time that we kissed,
and time will tell that you belong beside me.

 

Do you know what you are,
your a shining silver star.
You´re the one who saw inside
my heart I so tried to hide.
You´re the man I belong to.

Ein ég sit og...

Ein ég sit og spila - á minn gítar blúsinn,

enginn heyrir í mér - nema litla lúsin.

Ég raknaði upp og týndi mér andartak,

flaut inn í hljóminn, grét ögn við sönginn -

gerði það þar til hann hvarf úr mér þunginn.

 

Ein ég sit og krauma - inni í litlu húsi,

enginn getur séð mig - nema litla lúsin.

Ég stokkaði upp og hugsaði andartak,

slökkti á símanum, kannaði málið -

skoðaði hvers vegna brann í mér bálið.

ÚTSPRUNGIN RÓS

 

 

Ég opna augun,
allt er sem fyrr.
Þangað til núna fannst mér
tíminn standa kyrr.
Í huganum ég sé þig
með mig í fangi þér.
Sem barn ég átti erfitt
með að hleypa þér að mér.
 
Augun opnast - hjartað með.
Þokan hverfur - sálin sér
að þú ert...

útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.
Útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.

Ég sýp hveljur,
hjarta mitt slær hratt.
Mér um lífið
þú sagðir margt svo satt.
"Aðgát skal höfð
í nærveru sálar -
láttu ekki freistingarnar
draga þig á tálar."

Augun opnast - hjartað með.
Þokan hverfur - sálin sér
að þú ert...

útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.
Útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.

Nú er ég kona,
loksins orðin stór.
Þarf ekki að leita langt
hvert barnið í mér fór.
Það hvílir ennþá
í fangi þínu rótt
og raular vögguvísur
dag sem dimma nótt.

Augun opnast - hjartað með.
Þokan hverfur - sálin sér
að þú ert...

útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.
Útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.

Í fegurð augna þinna
liggur heimsins ást.
Þar leynist sársauki
og ör sem ekki sjást.
Þú hefur barist
óteljandi stríð.
Útsprungin rós sem 
mun blómstra um alla tíð.

Augun opnast - hjartað með.
Þokan hverfur - sálin sér
að þú ert...

útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.
Útsprungin rós
á þyrniprýddum sprota.
Margbrotið ljós
úr einum daggardropa.