MY MISSING PART

I´ll tell you a story that you won´t believe.
I know you´ll find it hard to recieve.
I´m gonna tell it straight uncut.
You might want to stand up and leave.

I said goodbye to my pride.
But a brand new feeling was born that night.
My heart was pumping blood to my brain.
Still I knew I was dead inside.

My head bashed to the concrete wall.
Still I didn´t feel anything at all,
cause the pain that I suffered was to deep to feel.
Like a missing part of a broken wheel.

I wake up again with an aching head.
Wake up again and wish you were dead.
Wake up again feeling small.
I wish I could just not wake up at all.

My head bashed to the concrete wall.
Still I didn´t feel anything at all,
cause the pain that I suffered was to deep to feel.
Like a missing part of a broken wheel.

MY SPEED

Disposable desire
setting me on fire.
Aiming for my head and
play the pacifier.

Disposeble emotion
triggers the confusion.
Make´s me feel alone.
Invisible abusion.

My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.
My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.

Disposable weapon,
who could know what happened.
I´m the only one
who knows which way I´m stepping.

Disposable desire
setting me on fire.
Aiming for my head and
play the pacifier.

My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.
My speed is my speed
and your need is your need.

AGAIN

I´m still confused.
My heart is bruised - not broken.
I feel sad and yet so fine
cause now my heart is mine - again.

There´s no turning to you -
can only see me from behind.
And you don´t have a clue
what you lost before you could find - again.

The stepping stone
end´s up all alone.
You aint strong enough
like a saucy cocoa puff - my friend.

You are silly
like Milli Vanilli,
and we combine
like candyfloss and chilly - not well.

So goodbye for now.
I´m over you somehow.
And don´t forget what you are,
you´re a shining silver star - till the end.

I´m still confused.
My heart is bruised - not broken.
I feel sad and yet so fine
cause now my heart is mine - again.

I´LL FOLLOW THROUGH

Step by step I´ll follow through
all the thing´s that swallow you.
I try my best to cut you loose,
my love for you is no excuse.

But I will alway´s be there for you.
I will always be there for you.

You broke my heart so many times.
Still you ignore the signs
how deeply I´m in love with you.
Emotion that is known by few.

But I will alway´s be there for you.
I will always be there for you.

It aches and burns that you´re not here.
Me missing you is so unfair.
I really wish that you could see
how deeply you´re in love with me.

But I will alway´s be there for you.
I will always be there for you.

THIS MOMENT

I hear you calling me angry -
you try not to hate me.
See the rain,
it looks like your pain
draining in vain.
I feel you grabbing me madly,
you tell me so sadly
to behave.
But I´m not your slave
in your cave.
I smell you tearing my clothes off.
You finish and get off like before
when I was your whore.
Now I settle for more.

Please don´t hurt me.
You´re braking an entry
and now you´re inside me,
you make me feel filthy
and sadly -
I´m no longer healthy,
there´s darkness inside me.
This moment is all that I am now -
someone who wake´s up
and tries not to through up.
I fight not to give up and die.

You hear me asking for something -
you give me the one thing
I don´t wan´t.
But you don´t care,
It´s like you´re not there.
You feel me pushing you off me,
I´m crying so softly.
It´s hard to breath,
underneath.
I cry beneath.
You smell me and now it seems hopeless
to fight off your darkness
in any way.
I start to pray for a getaway.

Please don´t hurt me.
You´re braking an entry
and now you´re inside me,
you make me feel filthy
and sadly -
I´m no longer healthy,
there´s darkness inside me.
This moment is all that I am now -
someone who wake´s up
and tries not to through up.
I fight not to give up and die.

GOLD

You have been my comfort,
you have been my dear.
You took care of me and
you were there.
But now your tenderness it
feel´s like pain.
I can´t have feeling´s for you -
I swear.

We are like the
sun and moon kissing -
hot and cold.
I´ve been told
that black and white
is never gold.
Black and white is never gold.

Just understand my little heart
is cut to peaces,
it´s apart.
I don´t believe
that you can change me.
Whatever you do
please make it smart.

We are like the
sun and moon kissing -
hot and cold.
I´ve been told
that black and white
is never gold.
Black and white is never gold.

SMELL THE COFFEE

How many times have I told you
that we are so meant to be.
Why do you tell me
that we´ll have to wait and see.
I wake up and smell the coffee.
I pick up your clothes,
fix all the pillows -
I´m making the bed.
I know you are gone,
I can sense it.
I look out the window,
the rain hit´s the glass.
- Wish it was me.

What God has joined together
let no man brake apart.
We should be thankful
and honor this
right from the start.

Why have you left me,
where have you gone.
You were the one to
state that I was the one.
I wake up and take a shower.
I look at your thing´s,
I smell your shirt
and put it away.
The day´s go by,
I cry - Oh why,
somehow I mens
thinking that you will come
- back to me.

What God has joined together
let no man brake apart.
We should be thankful
and honor this
right from the start.

THE MORNING AFTER

A new chapter.
I feel like I´m reading
the same one again and again.
The morning after
you´re somebody else
I can see that you have to pretend.
I feel embarrassed,
like I am not good enough,
I don´t come close to your heart.
No longer matters
that yesterday we were together
now we are apart.
A brand new feeling
hit´s me in the back
I believe I am falling to deep.
My eye´s revealing
that something is seriously wrong.
I don´t eat - I don´t sleep.

You sweet pretender.
I gave you my heart on a silver plate
once and for all.
It´s what you stand for.
I walked up the hill with
you - pushed me and man did I fall.
Like hell I miss you.
I gave up the search for a replacement,
there´s no one at all.
The hell I went through.
I´m still standing up -
I will never get over this fall.

Why can´t you love me?
Why won´t you allow me to rest
in your arms one more night?
You stand above me
pointing your finger in judgement,
you turned of the light.

MIND MY HEART

I´ve tried to open up your eye´s,
expand your mind and
clear the blurry vision
you have on my affection.
But you don´t seem to care.

I hide from every time you slide.
Trapped in time and
my observed emotion.
I feed on your confusion.
It´s to much to bare.

I cry every time you lie
and pass me by
to focus on your drinking.
Our love is sinking.
But you don´t seem to care.

Mind my heart -
Mind my heart -
Mind my heart - again.

I´m taking a step back
and covering my footsteps.
(impossible to track)
I´m starting the countdown,
while you are going up
I am going downtown.
I´ll be sitting at the pub,
acting like a clown
and drinking like a maniac
untill I fall down.
(Impossible to track)
I´m taking a step back
and covering my footsteps.

Mind my heart.
Mind my heart.
Mind my heart again.

UNTIE YOUR BODY

In spite of all the distance
I can tell you the whole story.
I can´t help how I shiver,
I´m blinded by your grace and glory.
A turbulanse of violence,
your reflection in the river.
Swept away to heaven.
Overwhelmed in total silence.

Dive in to the unknown.
Just make sure you won´t get lost,
mark your way every day.
Dive in to the unknown.
Untie your body from your soul.

I wake up every hour.
Who can stand this endless daylight.
To express what I´m feeling
I´ll try my best to make it alright.
From this day I´ll salute you,
I´m still in bloom from your sense of healing.
Before pain there is pleasure.
Amazingly I finally got it through.

Dive in to the unknown.
Just make sure you won´t get lost,
mark your way every day.
Dive in to the unknown.
Untie your body from your soul.

PARALYSED

Now when the end is near
my hate and fear disappear.
I want you here that I swear.
I really care and that´s not fair.

Why do I feel like this,
how did you find the way
through my walls.
I try to shut me up,
close the door -
hide in every corner I find.
But you still come around,
look in my eye´s -
see through all the lies.
I am paralysed.

How did you get so close?
But it´s ok, I suppose.
I lean my head on your heart.
Your warmth is tearing me apart.

Why do I feel like this,
how did you find the way
through my walls.
I try to shut me up,
close the door -
hide in every corner I find.
But you still come around,
look in my eye´s -
see through all the lies.
I am paralysed.

IN A SILLY WAY

I can see it in your eyes that you like me -
more than was expected.
And to everyone´s surprise
I am more aware than you detected.
Now it´s crystal clear like a chandelier
my paranoia was injected.
But in a silly way I just have to say -
I´m happily infected.

I just feel so sad right now, so helpless in my heart somehow -
sure I feel defeated.
Don´t know who is what or what is true,
I don´t know what I mean to you.
And it drains my mind to pretend I´m blind,
proves my point how much I need it.
But in a silly way I just have to say -
I´m happily discreted.

Every second more I feel your love for me just can´t be real -
your fingerprint´s all over my sorrow.
You infuse me in the way
I´ll hold on today - tonight - tomorrow.
Within a breath I fall into your arms again,
starving, week and hollow.
But in a silly way I just have to say -
I happily will follow.

Now I gave it one last try, I opened up and spoke my mind -
hoping for a reaction.
You told me how it was and why,
told me that you shared my deep attraction.
That you were only scared that I might brake your heart
and leave you in a sorrow.
But in a silly way I just had to say -
I´ll still be here tomorrow.

NOT COOL

I used to spend my time thinking
what I could do to save you.
You´ve been so blind wasting your time
having nothing to do.

And now you cry all day long
alone in your lazyboy.
Well I give up I don´t have time
anymore to be your stupid toy.

You spend my money, you call me your honey,
but your balls are not big enough.
I´ll tell you a story about my glory -
when I was considered cool and tough.

I spent my time thinking
what I could do to save you.
You´ve been so blind wasting your time
having nothing else to do.

So now you cry all day long
alone in your lazyboy.
Well I give up - I don´t have time
to be your stupid toy.

RENNUR UPP FYRIR MÉR

Rennur upp fyrir mér
hvað það var - hver hann er.
Alla mína atorku
og ást í senn
eyði ég í svona menn
sem ekkert skilja.
Þeir bara vilja
brjóta mig upp og þröngva sér inn,
þrýsta sér í gegnum
vegginn minn.

Rennur upp fyrir mér
hversu langur vegurinn er.
Enginn veit sína ævi alla
en eitt er víst,
að eftir mína reynslu
ég við engu býst.
Ég afþakka að fá bara að smakka
á unaði lífsins og öllu í senn.
Hjarta mitt er kulið
en að innan ég brenn.

Rennur upp fyrir mér
hversu vel sá blindi sér.
Með öðru auganu gjóir hann
á öll mín sár,
mælir svo af visku
um ókomin ár og daga -
ætlar mig að laga.
En ég get þetta sjálf og segi því nei,
að fá hjálp frá þeim blinda er bölvun
og því frekar ég dey.

WITHOUT A DOUBT

I´ll take the lead
and set the beat
to invocate your
pacing feet.

Satisfying all the penders,
consumers and heavy spenders.
Revealing them sweet pretenders
and exterminate the sex offenders.

I´ll take the lead
and set the beat
to invocate your
pacing feet.

I CARE FOR YOU

Where did my sadness go
and will it come back,
altough I don´t miss it.
I can´t help to wonder
if instead of my sadness
something else will grow. From this second it all
comes so clear - my fear
is every second longer I care for you.
Wright this moment it all
comes undone why I run
it´s wright that moment I care for you.

I feel kinda glad inside,
it scares me a bit.
It´s a feeling I don´t trust.
Cause it can turn on you and bite
and it will hurt the most
when you never thought it might. From this second it all
comes so clear - my fear
is every second longer I care for you.
Wright this moment it all
comes undone why I run
it´s wright that moment I care for you.

Where has my sorrow gone,
is it dead?
I no longer feel it.
I can´t help to wonder
if instead of my sorrow
something else will come. From this second it all
comes so clear - my fear
is every second longer I care for you.
Wright this moment it all
comes undone why I run
it´s wright that moment I care for you.

OPEN DOOR TO A CLOSED HEART

Your open door to a closed heart,
and it´s tearing me apart.
But what can I do, I´m under this spell.
I feel like I´m both in heaven and hell.

I thought I´d found my missing part
in what you gave me from your heart.
Now my missing part is dead,
an open wound you left instead.

Your welcome-sign to me
hangs on your garage door.
Plenty of shit for free
but baby I wan´t more
and if I let you go I loose it all,
cause baby you´re my last fall.

I am amazed - I´m confused
how you seem to be amused.
Your million colours shining through,
but to me shines only blue.

Your holding hand to a closed mind
like you love me from behind.
I turn me head around to see
that you´re not holding on to me.

Your welcome-sign to me
hangs on your garage door.
Plenty of shit for free
but baby I wan´t more
and if I let you go I loose it all,
cause baby you´re my last fall.

SAKLAUS

Eitthvað fallegt snertir mig,
sækir í mig seka.
Ef ég gæti faðmað þig,
tárin myndu leka.

Draumar - vonir tæla mig,
til betri heima sækja.
Alltaf mun ég hugsa um þig
þótt allir á mig hrækja.

Barnið brothætt fyllti mig,
lét mig læra að velja.
Lét mig velja að drepa sig.
Það ég kaus að kvelja.

Draumar - vonir fangandi,
finnst ég verði að fara.
Þú sem hélst mér gangandi -
eina vonin Sara.

VIÐ

Ég hitti þig á förnum vegi
á sólbjörtum en köldum degi.
Við brostum bæði
blítt í annað...
samt sem áður
strax ég fann að -
þú og ég og
við og hinir,
alltaf yrðum við samt vinir.

ALDREI

Illska, hatur - mannamatur,
Ljótur, latur.
Engar rætur, sárabætur.
Holdið grætur
svartar nætur, stórir fætur
traðka og troða -
ekkert skoða, við mig loða.
Sálir selja,
kremja og kvelja - auma velja.
Eymd og losta,
lífin kosta - brot og brosta.
Tárin renna
svíða og brenna, ótta kenna.
Allt er búið,
ei aftur snúið, svona er núið -
á það trúið.
Pota og benda, aldrei lenda......aldrei enda.